December 2009
2009, I love you.
This year has been EPIC! It’s been fucking amazing. (It’s cursing worthy). One lesson I learned this year. TAKE CHANCES. Jump on opportunities, they never cease to amaze you. I honestly wish I kept a monthly journal or had tumblr earlier in the year so I could just sum up all that has happened! But instead, I’ll just blur out all that has occurred, in order or not.
- Falling in...
I missed when my posts actually had meaning and I was happy that the world, or at least people I knew, would see it. “Tumbularity” doesn’t matter to me. What does it even mean(?)! I need to go back to quality.
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I’m glad I had that little rant. Weight off of my shoulders. Pheww.
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Photo worth a thousand words.
I pulled an all nighter, still nowhere near sleepy. I guess I just spent too much time thinking (about what exactly?….everything). I looked at all of the photos on facebook that I happened to have been tagged in, no not because I wanted to be in awe of myself but to look back at the fun times I’ve had. Lately I’ve felt the need to feel regretful and ungrateful for all...
I don’t understand how people so smart can be such idiots….really?
You make it so difficult to be friends with you. When we’re together we have such a great time but I feel like you hve difficulty in just us hanging out.
Warning, stay off jack.
I’m craving cupcakes, lots and lots of cupcakes.
I can’t wait to feast tomorrow.
I…
Got…
A….
SNUGGIE.
<3
Find me somebody to love.
I hate seeing your name everywhere.
(via shakalaka1)
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!!!!!!
I don’t shovel: staying inside drinking coffee.
EDIT: I’m confused and unsatisfied again. I shouldn’t be. What is going on with me!
I’m just being moody and being unthankful for everything I should be thankful for. I haven’t been in the Christmas spirit, by the time I will be, Christmas will have been over. Not fair. I just need to surround myself with the greatest...
It ended up being a good day. Had some laughs with precious Ian. Did no homework at all and is terribly excited for Christmas and Winter Break.
I just hope everything gets better. I dislike watching what I have to say just to spare another’s feelings; when I don’t, drama uprises. I’m really done with high school. All this talk about college and actually having the reality set in...
Reason #16357 of why she's my bestfriend.
Kathryn: night night carcar! hehe haha hoho hooohooo
Caress: what!?! hahhaah night!
Kathryn: hahhahhaha no idea.
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“Easy”. One of the toughest words I’ve ever encountered. Nothing is ever “easy”.
Content.
I have been accepted into my #1 school. I can now wear my shirt and purchase a sweatshirt and feel damn proud for wearing it. My concerns are now keeping my grades consistent, get enough financial aid to pay for college and hopefully have enough money to dorm. I love my parents for supporting me through it all and understanding that it is my education and not theirs. It was hard for them to accept...
I got into college.
I wish I would stop misplacing things. I feel, unorganized.
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Neil: do you know what the gspot is?
Caress: no, i googled it and o_o
Neil: LMFAO
why would you do that..
Caress: i always google things idk!
Neil: hahahahaha
LOL
Other half.
Kathryn: WHT?!??GT$?G
he goes 'i just want is that i never stop talking please
i was like , why?
and he goes
i will die
i will die
i will die
Caress: OMGGG
BLOCCK!!!
Kathryn: and i was like .... O_O ALRIGTH
This is reality.
I can’t wait any longer, I need to find out! I’m nervous, anxious, afraid but hopeful.
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Sweet, sweet superstar
So dim that spotlight, tell me things like I can’t take my eyes off of you I’m no one special, just another wide-eyed girl Who’s desperately in love with you Give me a photograph to hang on my wall Superstar
Amazing night. Senior year? Let’s go.
“We should do this another time but with less clothing.”
C-h-a-n-g-e
I want to have a moment in time where I have nothing to worry about. It’ll be nice to have a vacation from the natural, every day stresses of this damned life. I want one of those days where I wake up and go somewhere, without even thinking. The question is, where would I end up? I just need to let go of these insecurities and stop them from prohibiting me from making the choices I want to....
College. Accept me.